Not long to go til my birthday now. And that also means 5 weeks on Thursday we go on holiday. got down to 11.3 but weight is fluctuating like mad. Got absolutely pissed and made a prat out of myself so off the sauce for now. I wish I could just have one and leave it at that. Smoking is being cut down too. MUST go ot on bike. Haven't used it once! Almost like I am losing all hope. *head desk* Just being lazy really. No more excuses. Need to graph my weight for the last few weeks too. A horizontal line is about right tbh. ...