Not long to go til my birthday now. And that also means 5 weeks on Thursday we go on holiday. got down to 11.3 but weight is fluctuating like mad. Got absolutely pissed and made a prat out of myself so off the sauce for now. I wish I could just have one and leave it at that. Smoking is being cut down too. MUST go ot on bike. Haven't used it once! Almost like I am losing all hope. *head desk* Just being lazy really. No more excuses. Need to graph my weight for the last few weeks too. A horizontal line is about right tbh. ...

Theoretically got down to 11.5 but now on my period etc so we shall see. As long as I don't go over 11.10 I am happy.

7 weeks on Thursday we go to Turkey! Meep! Better get a shift on if I am going to be seen in a bikini!

Woop, weighed in at 11.10 this morning. Pretty chuffed after all the pizza etc of the last week. Drunkenly playing tic in the castle at 2am is not likely to have caused any deficit. Must Work Harder.

So, Aber was fab! Lots of alcohol and crap food but hey ho, it was holiday after all! :-) Back on the horse now.

It did feel amazing to go in new clothes and to feel so fab. Lots of compliments and more importantly, I felt it! :-)

Exercise starts again tomorrow.

Hmmm, so lost the net for a while but nothing to report. Weight has remained pretty steady. This morning I was 11.9 but it goes up and down lots. Went shopping with mum and bought lots of beautiful size 14 clothes. Pretty sure I am suffering from taht thing when you think you look worse than I do ... I hope so else everyone lied and I looked hideous!

Going to Aber on Tuesday ... Not made me goal but still, the last time I was there I was 14.8 so have lost 3 stone since then ... Should think of it like that I guess.

Hopefully there will be fab picture :-)

Have gained a lbs. And the weather is so horrific! Going to do the step for a bit while dinner cooks and then take Gizmo for a walk. This is so not good :-(

On a plus side, I went through "Soon My Pretty" and pretty much emptied it! :-) Threw a load of stuff out that was either too big or, you know, hideous. Gimme to about 11.4 and I should be able to empty "Not Yet You Fat Cow".

Gotta tone up too. It's all very well and good being a size 14 but not so good if I feel so self-conscious about my tops of arms and tummy and thighs. Got weights and a pilates ball so must do something about them.

Weighed myself this morning and I was 11.12. As you can imagine I am pretty chuffed! 1lbs off of 4 stone! :-) Been round the cob and hoping to do some more exercise later. Going to Aberystwyth 3 weeks on Tuesday and I would like to be under 11 stone ... doubtful but oh well! Will try!